last 2 mins till i turn 20.

“I want to have a lasting experience of God,” I told him.  “Sometimes I feel like I understand the divinity of this world, but then I lose it because I get distracted by my petty desires and fears.  I want to be with God all the time.  But I don’t want to be a monk, or totally give up worldly pleasures.  I guess what I want to learn is how to live in this world and enjoy its delights, but also devote myself to God.”

-Eat Pray Love, Elizabeth Gilbert

Finally I’ve been able to sit down and read a book just for the heck of it. I wish I can write so eloquently with a good sense of humor like Elizabeth Gilbert. She pretty much summed up my thoughts right now about my relationship with God. 

I love his dopey face in this movie. 

Is it just me or did that bed scene from Leon The Professional remind you of that scene from Closer? 

Watching My So-Called Life all over again..jus because I can…nostalgia to the fuckin MAXx! I shall blog about this throughout the whole summer. 

I was hanging out with my friend today, and she said I look like a vampire. I think she’s convinced that I’m a vampire, she ran down a checklist

• Light brown eyes
• pale skin
• crucifix goth jewelry
• my makeup

 I guess my gothic class, really caught on to me. Muahahaha. 

“Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;”
-edgar allan poe (The Raven) 

INSOMNIA

taking pictures with my phone! i was so excited!

terrysdiary:

Group prayer before the show.

love.

c-a.id 

My group project focused on cults but more specifically the People’s Temple. We wanted to show the process of the People’s Temple and if y’all didn’t know the People’s Temple was a church organization that was found by the pastor Jim Jones in which ultimately towards the end it lead to the mass suicide of 900 people. We wanted to show the journey of the cult and how it originally started as a church organization that sought equality within race, gender, and class and lead to the mass suicide. Our collection starts off with a very young and youthful girl towards a more utilitarian side (expressing the militant force within the Peoples Temple within their stay at Guyana) to the final destruction which features more of a gothic look. 

My part within the collection is the middle hybrid pants and the utilitarian side of the collection.  

Korean snacks